07/25/2012

It feels like I am in a bad dream.

There is only guilt, sadness, and hopelessness.

This is worse than getting a divorce because I feel so powerless. I am completely at the mercy of the hands of nature. I cannot do anything to fix this.

How does one face death? How does one live knowing that you only have 5 years to live? It takes courage.

How do I cope with this?