07/04/2012

Today I finally moved all my baking tools from the house to my apartment.

This is another giant step forwards. Whenever I take one step forwards, I look back and feel the pain. Looking only, not stepping back.

I am looking backwards a lot these days. I examined my childhood, my relationship with my parents, and my parents' marriage.

I want to understand why I am the way I am and why I am attracted to certain type of men.