10/08/2016

We have started the filing process. We have both agreed to divorce. There is just no other solution. He kept saying that the only solution is for me to ignore it. I know I cannot do that. Every time he cheated it hurts so much that I just want to die. Though it is tempting, just pretend everything is back to normal. But I cannot do that to myself. I need to live truthfully and be good to myself. I cannot believe I am going through this 5 years later again. I still remember the first time I moved out to my apartment. It was a morning before going to work. I had with me my belongs in a trash bag. I took them to my car and drove to the apartment. I was very sad. I cannot believe that I have to do this all over again. But this time will be final. It will not repeat itself.