Today I filed the divorce. Officially we got a case number from the court. This will take 6 months to finalize. I am looking for an apartment next week. I try not to talk to or look at him. I just cannot look at him. I am building a wall around myself, to protect my heart and head. To detach, it makes it possible to go through this.
I cut my hair today. It was a ceremony, to cut off those ends. It was therapeutic, symbolic. I feel a little lighter.
I cried during the haircut ceremony. The hair stylist was really nice. She understood the pain as she went through it herself also. She will donate the hair for me.
This is a small step to treat myself better. To start to take care of myself.
This is a new beginning. I can kind of see it. Though it is still painful.
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