09/12/2012

I feel lost. I feel like a raft drifting in the ocean; there is no direction or purpose.

I don't know why I feel this way ever since we came back from seeing my dad. I have been comparing my life to my dad's. My dad's life is always giving to us, providing us. I have no children and a barely together marriage, I feel that I am selfish. I am not giving anything to anyone but myself.

I don't know what my purpose in life in anymore. Why do I feel this way?

Even baking doesn't interest me as much anymore. To whom does my baking serve but my own interest? What is my goal in life?