07/14/2016

He said “if it happens again, we will go through this again” WTF!!! He said it is not the end of the world. Doesn’t he understand that it was the end of the world for me? What do I need to do in order for him to understand the immense pain that I went through? That I wanted to hurt myself, that I didn’t want to live. How could he think that this is like a flu? That I can go through that again? WTF? I cannot go through this again, doesn't he get it? Do I need to cut out my heart for him to see how much it bled, that how many scars it had? Why can't he understand my pain? Why?