Today I began my plead to God.
I am not a religious person. I don't believe in anything. But I just couldn't get myself out of this hole. I constantly have thoughts to harm myself. My dear friend suggested to me to plead to higher power. This is the only way out.
I want to give it a try.
I borrowed a few books from the library. Books on forgiving, divorce, God, and making bread. I need to nourish my soul first before we can go forward to resolution, whatever that might be.
I prayed very hard. I hope that God is listening. I prayed that we will be released from this pain, that we will have peace and calm. I prayed that God will lead us to the right way, and help us to get through it. I prayed.
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