More than 2 months have passed since I have moved into this apartment. It is hard at times when I realized that I am really alone, by myself. Coming "home" at night from work, no one is waiting for me, no one is expecting me. No one to talk to. I am alone.
I found myself working more at night nowadays because there is not much to do. Sometimes when it is that time of the month and my emotions went wild, I cried a bit.
I am my own worst enemy. It is a war between the sad me, and the happy me. I have to let the happy me win. I have to fight the sad me. Let it go. I have to move on and create my new life.
I have to start living instead of waiting.
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