Thursday, April 23, 2020

04/23/2020

I wish that I don't exist.

That would make things so much easier for everyone. The kid will have a mother and father in the same household.

My existence has no meaning. I am nobody. I am just a wife attached onto a husband, who has a child with another woman.

I don't want to exist anymore.

Sunday, April 12, 2020

04/12/2020

Is my life worth living?

I don't think so at this point. I don't think there is anyone who needs me. I am just an extra thing that can be discarded, and nobody will care too much.

Does my husband love me? I don't feel it. I would rather be a cat, no attachment, no love, just myself. That is peaceful.