His burden

My love is his burden.

03/16/2016

How do I rebuild trust? I tripped on every tiny light. I am having this episode every month. Suspicious, imaging things. I hate this of me. I am destroying it every time I have this episode. I hate myself doing that. I have never hated myself before. This is the first time I really hate myself.

03/15/2016

I want my heart to stop beating. I hope I don't wake up in the morning. How long do I have to live like this? If I could talk to my young self, would I tell her not to make the mistake? Maybe.

03/01/2016

Make it or break it. That is what we have decided. If we cannot make it work, we will break it. How many cuts we will have to endure before we give it all up? I want to disappear.